Love & I
Love has not been that great of a friend to me lately.
Over and over.
Again and again
Love has proved that she is my enemy
My enemy.
Repeating thoughts of the pain that she's caused
and the tears that I've cried.
Is probably why...
Love and I are breaking up tonight.
Love will go its way then I'm sure to find mine.
Love,
Goodbye.
But can you leave your trail behind?
Because I know myself and I will change my mind
and want to love again.
I really wish were were made to be happy without love,
In our lives
To know that I have total control over being happy...
But reality is
I cannot live without love but I will try tonight....
Love and I are breaking up tonight.
Love will go its way then I'm sure to find mine.
Love,
Goodbye.
But can you leave your trail behind?
Because I know myself and I will change my mind
and want to love again.
To avoid further confusion and complex causing comments, this was orignally written Sunday, July 10, 2005. A friend of mine, Shep, was playing the piano and I was in a mood so we wrote a song...
posted by crystal @ 7:58 AM
11 Comments:
Crystal, if you and Lance broke up, I will slit my wrist. I'm calling you right now. Thanks.
Damn Crys! That's like the saddest thing ever but at least you know it's temporary...
Did we break up? Were we dating? Hahaha. Poor Becca.
Love is never your enemy... but you do have to be discriminating about who you chose to let into your heart. You are amazingly intelligent, beautiful, witty, talented, resilient, thoughtful, nurturing... and beyond deservent of the joy and security that love has to offer. As jaded as you perceive yourself, your heart is far more pure than you realize.
When you love, seek your reflection - if such a person exists - and only then will you know that it's not all bad.
I'm so excited you will be here in August to celebrate your son-from-another-mother's first birthday. That means so much to all of us.
My two cents worth is this - you purposely pick the wrong men (which explains why you're not with...) I'm not sure why, but you far more fabulous than any guy I've seen you date - officially.
I love, love, LOVE you girl!
Crystal, I love you more than mojitos but you knew better. I even went through your blog and found the entry that proves it:
http://justbeingcrystal.blogspot.com/2005/10/
chemistry-vs-history.html
What's hilarious is everyone thinks it's Sir Lancelot! As if he'd ever do anything wrong. ;-) (just had to put a plug in for my beloved boy!)
Daaaamn! Lance has quite the cult-like following. Can I put a name with this insanity pleeeze? It's not Lance who turned out to be a fucking asshole, it's R-O-B! Since it's over now, I figured I'd just put it out there and if you delete this comment, you're uninvited to my wedding! Love you lots and lots and lots.
~Jaimee
Any more flaws my best beloveds care to highlight?...
This is why I don't post my blogs. :-(
There is just one more, your shoes - never in the closet. What's with the shoes being in groups of fours everywhere in an otherwise OCDly immaculate house.
See people, that's why I broke up with Lance. His attitude. :-)
You know Lance, I scatter my shoes all over when I know you're coming, just because it bothers you...
Oh thank God! I was about to say fix it and fix it now, bitches. Crystal, way to NOT pick up the phone when I called. Love you lots, Chica!
You need to make this more clear because you just mean boy/girl love. You're not totally done with love because you love my girls and me and so many other people and of course we all love you. In fact Stella, you could be the lovingest lover ever. You're the best!
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